24 April 2008
Thursday
I stare outside the window
People walking
People talking
Silence surrounded me
I can’t hear
I can’t shout
Tears
Are building up in me
I don’t know
How long I can hold
The tears
There is only one thing
That is clear in my heart
I really do love you
I’ve let you down
Not only once
But many times
Which I am regretful of
I felt so stupid
I really felt that
I felt lost
I really felt that
I can’t live without you
You gave me chances
You gave me hopes
But
I took them for granted
Will you give me another chance
Will you give me another chance to love you
Will you give me another chance to prove my love
Will you
Please, honey
There is only one thing
That is clear in my heart
I really do love you
I’ve let you down
Not only once
But many times
Which I am regretful of
I know it’s too late now
I know it’s hard for you
I am trying my best to salvage
I am trying my best
My very best
I uphold the promises
I’ve made
For you
For me
I uphold it proudly
I uphold it
Hoping you know my sincerity
Image is ditched
No more adverse effects
I’m no longer
Trying to cover myself
There is only one thing
That is clear in my heart
I really do love you
I’ve let you down
Not only once
But many times
Which I am regretful of
Will you give me another chance
Will you give me another chance to love you
Will you give me another chance to prove my love
Will you
Please
Tell me
What I will need to do
To get you back
In my arms
I will suffer
I will go through pains
I will walk the toughest path
Just wanting you
To get back into my arms
All I wish for now is
You
Just you
Are you worried
Thinking
Whether will I be ridiculous again
Whether you will get hurt by me again
Whether I will give you stress again
There is only one thing
That is clear in my heart
I really do love you
I’ve let you down
Not only once
But many times
Which I am regretful of
Assurance
I will assure you
I am willing to sacrifice everything
In exchange for your love
I won’t be temperamental
Anymore
Will you give me another chance
Will you give me another chance to love you
Will you give me another chance to prove my love
Will you
Please, honey